The Last Time We Say Goodbye by Cynthia Hand
This is probably the hardest book I have ever reviewed – and one of the most well-written.
Lex's family is already complicated enough with her parents divorcing a few years back; but when Lex’s brother Ty took his life, her entire world took a drastic turn for the worse. Lex’s mother turns to alcohol and both mourn Ty's loss miserably. Lex breaks up with her boyfriend and pretends nothing is wrong; but within, she is a complete wreck. Her mother makes her see a therapist, Dave, thinking she has done her a favour. When he stops persuading her to take antidepressants and Valium, he gives her a new task in the form of a black notebook. Can Lex learn to live in the present, or will she continue to grieve the past?
I don't normally read sad books, but as soon as I started The Last Time We Say Goodbye by Cynthia Hand I was completely taken. I felt emotionally attached to Lex and empathised with her pain. After reading this novel, I know that if I met her character in real life, it would be difficult to find the right words to say to her.
I discovered that a friendship’s true colours are shown in a time of need. For example, Lex’s friend Beaker wants her to be upset, so that she can be the “stellar bestie” who builds her broken friend back up. I also learned that even though grief is never-ending it is important not to give up hope for the future.
Ty had previously attempted the act with painkillers. Afterwards, Lex was committed to ensuring her brother's safety; she went around the house confiscating all deadly items - razors, bullets from guns in the garage, pills and more - and locked them up in a container.
The Last Time We Say Goodbye is a story inspired by a real event: After the last chapter Cynthia reveals her brother also committed the same terrible act on himself. After reading and knowing what it must have been like for Lex, I felt great sadness for the author. Losing family to suicide would be incredibly hard, and I hope to never have to face the same pain in my own life. The dedication to Jeff takes on a new meaning.
This book has the occasional drug or sexual reference, and the central theme is emotionally draining and confronting. It takes a mature reader to empathise with what Lex is going through. Therefore, I recommend it to teenagers, aged 13+
Only the most amazing book would make me emotional and this novel certainly achieved just that. It was realistic and heartbreaking. I give The Last Time We Say Goodbye five bookbolts out of five.
PUBLISHER: HarperCollinsPublishers Australia Pty Limited